so many things in my head
i don’t know what to think
succumbing to loneliness
my soul gives away

it’s hard to focus
when i’m nothing but a mess
i slip into darkness
as hope starts to fade

how can i move on
when there’s so much to let go
holding on to what i’ve done
is not helping either

but it’s too late
to turn back and regret
and it’s too hard
to look forward with hope

my head is spinning
from endless thinking
as i wait for
the curtain to fall on today